haha , tonight I wanna laugh , laugh and laugh . well , chatting with my friend just now about my second blog :
she said : tell me about another one ? *err , for what I remembered she wrote*
her blog : http://cerciterrmean.blogspot.com/
well , my blog named Mars ,
a blog for joining segment , GA and contest
a blog I write entirely in English
for my passion in English
and she said, she just wanna dropping by my blog not intend to read my post !
err , seriously ? -.-
haha , well nevermind ! what actually I wanna share with you guys is this
I've a friend , a good friend really . We're close but not that close ; that you can call us a couple or what-so-ever in your mind . okay , admit it he's a guy . even we're close , but I've got no feeling for him as such more than a friend feeling ? well , he's got a girlfriend already . A girlfriend age younger than he is . well , junior love .
As a high school teenage , everyone can't escape love story . Bad story or nice story ; everyone has one . don't ask me cause I have none . all I ever got is a crush . so , this story is about my friend . He loves his girlfriend , actually , countless but you know how man is . Their ego is higher than KLCC , right ? They won't show it until the right time .
I've got no experience in luvvy duvvy matter and trying to give an advice about it , make me look like an idiot actually . -.- but I'm good at this . I can tell by looking in his eyes , the way he talked about his girlfriend . He won't show but he never realized that I knew . I'm shocked when he said ' Aku setia selagi dia setia ' . If you knew him , you'll say that's huge , deep meaning sentence .
- silence -
emm , being an idiot again , I challenged him to keep his relationship good until his first anniversary . August . well , he took the challenge . but tonight maybe that challenge would no longer being tested . a hard fight maybe between them . or worst , break up ! I know nothing and I won't force him to tell me a story even I'm in a great curiosity >.< . He once told me how he met her , made her as a special one . yeah , he told me . For the A to the Z . well , maybe there're some missing M or Q in it . --"
but , to here his story made me look love at the other side
and , maybe now not the right time to share the story. In a novel , yeah I will insyaAllah ^^ . I'm not giving my side to him or to her . and I'm not saying I'm giving my full support to their relationship .
I know who I am .
A slave . To the Great Creator of all .
Every cloud has its silver lining , remember ? or translate it to 'Setiap kejadian ada hikmahnya' . I'm not disliking couple or hating it . I just don't wanna be in 'that' part yet , at least until the right time . That's the answer for my 18 years single life . Teeeheeee . Can't find my Mr. Nikon yet ^^ .
Put your full faith in Allah .
Put your full faith in Jodoh .
And InsyaAllah , you'll find one ^^
easy said than done ? just try .